Today is the 26th of July and I am amazed at how fast this summer has gone by. School is going to start in less than a month and I'm kind of nervous. I'm not just stressing about school but I'm kind of nervous for my whole situation in general. First, there's things going on with my work and I'm not sure how much longer I'll be here. I guess its just a security issue for me because I dont like to be in the dark about what's going to happen to me. I guess everyone feels that way at some point in their life and i guess especially for girls its a matter of wanting to know that you'll be ok. I know I'll be ok, but its more about the unknown. No one likes the unknown unless you're a nomad or something like that. In addition to my unknown for the future living situation, it opens up another unknown which is my financial situation. i dont just live here to live here, I live here and rely on it for my income. If I don't know how i'm going to get through this situation, how am I going to work out my future. In a sense its pretty exciting since I'm kind of getting bored of the area. I feel like I need something new but not necessarily everything new. I mean just starting school over is enough for me.

Other than this, I'm super duper excited about this weekend, well tomorrow. The reason being is that I am going to go watch The Simpsons Movie with my love. We've been really excited for this and now the day has come.

Another thing I'm excited about is that my favorite aunt is coming here from Thailand. Unfortunately it is under the wrong circumstance but it will be good for her. She hasn't been in the U.S. for over 15 years and now she finally gets to come back. My cousin jut died a few weeks ago and this is the reason why she's coming.

I'm so scatter brained so i'm ending this.